The gods feed off of our happiness and our misery. We murder a billion animals every day with the main result to us being a lot more cancer and clogged arteries. This is the ultimate cosmic horror. The ultimate illogical action. Hell just for hell's sake.

If you wish to practice necromancy, start by opening a slaughter house. This will win some favor from the gods.

Prevent and Reverse Heart Disease by Dr. Caldwell Esselstyn
http://www.heartattackproof.com/
No oil. Along with no diary or death grease. Also frowns at nuts/seeds/avocados. As I don't have CAD (that I know of) I probably don't need to worry about limiting nuts, etc. But I am against oil anyway. It's really an offensive food actually. Think about it. You're taking real food and extracting the fat or in other words removing the nutrients, just leaving the fat behind. How could that be good for you? Also very wasteful. It takes tons of olives to make olive oil for example. Such wastefulness is offensive. (Same idea with sugar.)

Yet, we have this idea that olive oil is healthy for you. Maybe it's better than death grease and congealed baby milk from other species, which is incredibly disgusting if you think about it. (Similar to beastiality but still better than death grease.)

So anyway, avoiding oils. We'll see how I do with trying to eat out, or eat when at work, day after day. At home made a very good bean stew. Added bay leaves and a lot of cilantro. Was very very good.

Been thinking about how virtually everyone is committing slow suicide, with a hefty dose of serial murder along the way. (A real win for everyone involved.) It's a hell of a thing. Depressing. Would really like to move somewhere that I don't feel so isolated.

Ten months ago I had a semen analysis where I was told that things were somewhat abnormal but basically OK. Two days ago a new doctor actually told me the truth of that semen analysis. By the Kruger criteria I'm at 1%, which is a poor prognosis. I'm quite annoyed I was lied to. For a good part of the last ten months my wife has been talking fertility drugs while I've been doing nothing. Yet now that I know I'm only 1% I've read online of many things I could have been doing to possibly improve the situation. I read of one person who went from 1 to 22%. How incredibly annoying.

So along with supplements, boxers, teetotaling and avoiding high estrogen foods, I'm going to eat fish. I know that women vegans start menarche later and enter menopause sooner. I suspect men have similar issues. Generally the longer lived for any species, the less energy put into reproducing. I'm not happy about it. But for a while at least, it's what I'm going to do.

If still unsuccessful, think I'll adopt older children. Old enough that I know who they are. My own father was/is? a monster. I could potentially have monster children. If I instead adopt a ten to 12 year old I can avoid that.

http://www.veganoutreach.org/articles/youngmatt.html

The main problem ultimately is that of legitimizing a stereotype by reacting to it. By reacting to it, you're controlled by it and you've in effect said that, yes we all agree, that stereotype is real and worth condemning.

The vegan misanthrope stereotype ties into the positivity cult and this world now where showing unhappiness at all is verbotten.

Another stereotype is that of the elitist, where the rightwing has tried to make 'intelligent' a synonym for 'arrogant elitst'. Politicians have reacted by taking great pains to not sound particularly intelligent thus legitimizing the stereotype and now being controlled by it.

And so today in our society, intelligence is a bad thing and if you're not smiling, you're wrong.

It's furthermore a particularly bad idea when it comes to vegan activism in that the sort of people who become ethical vegans are thoughtful enough that they aren't basing their decision on how much you're smiling. Instead ethical vegans are left hiding much of what they really feel while trying to pander to people who couldn't actually care less about veganism no matter how they act.