B got married yesterday and that's great. Found a good guy. I was worried she never would. Only 60 came to the wedding. 105 RSVP'd. Which is incredibly rude IMO. 60 is precariously close to being a very negative thing considering the time and money that was put into the wedding. Makes me sick that such a good person has so few good friends. Like half that did come left right after the ceremony.

S, her sister, was there drinking heavily and having a great time, ignoring me. Two plus years and hasn't apologized oo even spoken to me. It bothers me. Not like it once did but, think it's just weird and so wrong. Hope to never be in the same room as her again. I guess. Though an apology would be better. But people never apologize. And she's a really fucked up person. She can't admit to a mistake. Highly misanthropic. Her speech was "uncomfortable". Has a way about her like Ellen DeGeneres and she was being "funny" but not really. Getting married after nine months isn't that big a deal.

Well anyway, there's just a dishonesty to it. Being there with her with nothing being said. I really dislike that. Hope to not see her again. Though.... I just don't understand why people would leave things like this.

Because they demonize. I just don't have it in me to think so little of others so easily so I can't seem to hold on to an understanding of it.

....just really upsetting because to be friends for 7 years and then be cut off without even speaking to them seems so evil. I understand she's a fucked up person. That's the sort I befriend. And this is the sort of thing then that I get for my doing so. She always had serious issues. I'm hardly missing out on anything. Just seeing her reminds me how fucked up a thing that is to do to someone. If only she was a drug addict I could just dismiss her. That at least I can dismiss and I suppose that's usually tied into such ugly behavior. But not in this case.

Perhaps she had the hots for me and she thinks this is better than admitting such things to a married man.

Just so wrong to cut someone off you've been friends with for almost a decade without even speaking to them. Sociopathic. And why why why is the world like this? Why are there so many people like this?