Some deformed creature in love with perfect woman. Sees so clearly in his mind who he SHOULD have been and the life he should have had with this woman. He tries to convince himself that she should still SEE, and goes after her. She doesn't remotely see though of course.

My life as a cow. A banal tale. What about it made it worthy of being a story...? It flickers in my mind.... Extremely high intellect in horrific conditions. What could you possibly do if indeed your mind was born into the body of a factory cow? Absolutely nothing. I imagine you're out there practicing wind sprints and trying to hide....

Wish I could remember that other. Used to have endless such (vague) ideas that seemed as if they could make great stories. Never did. Hadn't had them much at all really in many years. Had them a lot lately.