Something from Skinny Puppy's Remission. I imagined a version of myself that was like undead. Skeletal. And then I picture a place. That is dark. Something like an afterlife. Or purgatory. Some place after death. Soul Cairn from Skyrim has that murky darkness. Mostly empty. I had forgotten the sound. Similar to a thing I imagined. Like on the edge of something like a massive waterfall. Not necessarily water. A torrent like something. A combination of this background torrent and a desolation.

But it's eternal. Perhaps. And that is good. And it's a meaning beyond the absurdity of office job, food, etc.

But I wanted to write stories about it. And it's really not the basis for stories. I see some fan fiction about Soul Cairn though.