Perhaps the choice to eat crap is really a sort of slow suicide. Basically unconscious but still real. It's like the stress relief of suicide without the negative of immediately dying. That part will take decades. The symbolic act of it, the shrugging off of this world, is more enjoyable than the short term physical pleasure of the actual food. The statement that this world is crap anyway, why would I want to live to be a healthy eighty year old? Stuff yourself full of crap and then lay there hardly able to move, or at least certainly not wanting to, what is this?

This is that you want to be somewhere else. Not here. Not this world. You want to be elsewhere. Distract yourself from the truth. And soon enough leave the truth behind forever.

Yes.